JGD….
The new Post is on Self Created knowledge sheet by yours truly R.B.K!!
Knowledge inspired from 5th December, 2010
Refresher course, SSRVM, Mulund
In the divine presence of Anjanadi!
The Topic KISSA’S –
THE HAPPENING’S IN DAY TO DAY LIFE!!
YES that’s what it is! I call it Kissa’s…sometimes they are Motha (Big) and sometimes they are Chota (Small) Kissa’s for me! But after all what ever happens Kissa’s are there!
And I am damn sure by the time you finish reading this post, u too will agree with me about the Happening’s that do take place in our day to day lives. Be it catching a local train or paying the restaurant bills or talking with your girl friend over the phone! We all in our own way experience in our unique way, isn’t it?
So do I experience life! I just have a completely different perspective to look at it, well it might not be practical but it still is and will be unique as it’s mine!
I don’t remember the exact date but what I do remember that I was talking over the phone with Viru-paji (who recently got the nick name of PHON-SUKH-LANGDU!) and suddenly after about 10 minutes of talking, I started saying,” Kissa aahe re! Motha Kissa aahe “ that’s it from that moment onwards I got into the habit of saying it frequently! And so much so that today all people around me have started using this word more frequently! Kissa hai!
Anyways funny aspect apart, but tell me isn’t it true that sometimes we are short of words when we really need to communicate! At such times we just look for some words that fit in!
Well for me this has not just been a word but an experience till date! As I said earlier we all go through experiences in life some of the experiences are pleasant some unpleasant!
Here is a look at few of them in the past year.
FIRST Real Motha Kissa!
The Year Twenty Ten has been full of Topsy Turvy Emotions and till date it’s not easy to manage such emotions. Whatever things that I personally had planned for the year when it started in BLISS at the Bangalore Ashram, did not happen. And when I look back it I was often found on the back foot because of things that happened in personal and professional life. Just because of the Master’s grace I was able to get through all the happenings with out much scare.
As my luck would have it, I found out that I was giving my hundred percent in a completely wrong direction, and I suffered badly due to it. Emotions are part and parcel of everybody’s life, but for me it was starting to become life itself. I was involved so much that it was almost impossible for me to come out of the entire scenario.
The group of people around me mattered the most. Today I am slowly but surely crawling my way back to my best. And I am pretty sure with 2011 around the corner; I would be back to my own bubbly self.
My Learning from this kissa was that I would never trust anyone blindly as I did with this special one. But no regrets as it made me stronger and better. Finally realized that it is not at all necessary to have some one in life just for the sake of having. If there is no sharing along with caring and respect then all is just a show off. Even though I gave my best through out, I cant force any one, the commitment has to come from within and not from outside anywhere!! Life has to move on.
Second Kissa!!(Strong Faith on MASTER)
(24th June for a one day visit to meet the Master!)
Actually it was a pleasant one and the one I would never forget so easily, my one day visit to the REAL HOME! Bangalore Ashram! Wow what an experience this was, worth writing a complete post on!!! My first time travel in a flight that too alone!! I had a mission in my mind when I had set off for this visit. It was clearly to meet the Master and pray for my dad’s transfer back in Mumbai, as dad was finding it difficult to handle his Kissa’s at the bank in Lucknow.
All the Kalyan gang was in the ashram in bliss after the First ever Summer Magic Advance course. Actually all were not in bliss; some were finding it hard to digest the behavior of some immature people who were also in the ashram at that time. They got to experience the most important knowledge point of Opposite Values are Complementary in Nature! It was happening right in front of their eyes!
Anyways without much importance to such people, my focus was to meet the Master and pray for my dad and also to kindle the team spirit in the entire Kalyan gang. It did happen and all were spell bound to see me in the Ashram reception area, when I did reach there around 1pm on the 24th June! Rohit Zunj was completely flabbergasted to see me there! So were Suraj Mishal, Pratik, Swapnil and others.
I have this uncanny ability to surprise people around me, and I like to see the smile on their faces when they are completely surprised! It did happen but as all of this was happening I was missing someone so badly that I wanted to almost run away from the entire crowd and be alone some time, well it did not happen but yeah I enjoyed all the process of meeting Guruji in person at the Badri Vishala and mission was almost accomplished.
That was it, a short stint and I was ready the next day at around 2pm to leave back for home. As mom was waiting eagerly to know the result of whether my visit was successful or not, as she knows very well how bad I am when it comes to do things for my self and family! It has always been a second priority for me from the day I did my first Sudarshan Kriya, but this time I was proud on myself that I did do it for my mom and dad. As it was needed very badly. The result of this visit, dad got transfer back in Mumbai within next 2 months!! A real Motha Kissa!! Isn’t it?
Third Skillful Kissa!!
It was juggling office timings and literally bunking office at will so that I can conduct YES!+ courses!! I did it almost every month of 2010 till October!! Every month I was lucky enough and blessed to conduct YES!+ courses organized by bunch of really hard working and innocent people I have with me.
I literally played around with the office for the first 10mnths of the year! And although there were lots of questions going in back of mind as to why am I doing this job? What is the need? What am I going to get out of it? The importance of doing it was justified by people I have in my life. Some near some far. The feeling of being used was prevalent through out the year. And to make it worse the situations also did not help of close ones going far off. But I kept reminding myself of the promise and commitment that I had made to someone and so kept working towards it, without actually knowing what the outcome may be!
This person is the reason why I started doing a job in first place, no one could motivate me so much that I could actually take up a job, but some how as the time went by I got more and more serious about actually doing it and the way I splurge money on eating out and shopping it’s actually helping me! So without any grudges against anyone I am grateful that I am actually challenging myself everyday to get up and balance office, seva and parents!
Few buttons did get pushed but the main switch under control!! And I know the connection with the CONTROL PANEL will be intact through out so no worries!
Many other Kissa's also took place few worth mentioning here and few almost lost back in the memory! But most important learning from all the Kissa;s and moving on ahead in life with more zeal and enthusiasm!!
Hoping to improve on all the KISSA’s in Twenty Eleven! And spread Master’s message of peace to more and more people. This will be a real Motha Kissa! Hope by the end of Twenty Eleven there are many more pleasant kissa's to be shared....
Wishing you all a very Fruitful and Meaningful 2011...
JGD….
Truly Your's
R.B.K.....
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